16.1.12

never got it!!!

You always teach me something new that I never taught before
You make me feel so glad sometimes but in other times you make me so unkind

Everybody knows that we never get together
Everybody knows that we never could see in the true life

Even supposed I just can write in the pretend live
When I go back to the same story
I feel my life always go on and never change

Actually I don`t wanna confess my entire life to somebody else
But I don`t realize why I should confide it to you
I recognize that it`s not a bed of roses for me

Sometimes I cry for nothing reason
You broke my heart within my sorrowfulness
I try to stand up when I do memorize it

I see you writting beautiful words and I can`t carry on without your words
I realized that you never with me but you have to know that I will be waiting you

I couldn`t imagine when you said something incredible
It makes me can`t go away from being your life
Probably it seems that it`s ridiculous but I don`t pretend it

Every chance I try to forget one of things but my heart instead
I wonder where my heart stays alive
But I believe that it will be the best gift in my secret life someday

January, 14 2012 || 22:44 ~ by Septiana Nisa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)